Late Night Contemplation

so i was listening to this song above while i was tryin to sleep but for some reason i couldn't fall asleep for shit.just been in a relaxed mindstate tho. while this song was playing the lyrics spoke alot to me. well most of the lyrics for the most part.(fuck that new man respect shit. fuck outta here hahaha) all in all i felt the song described how it was for me not too long ago. everything that ive been going thru just seemed to cross my mind. nothin horrible or upsetting. i was just thinking..about my past relationship, my future relationships, my future life, school, and whats gonna happen next. the past is unchangeable so don't bother fuckin with it and dwelling on it. the only thing that is certain is that u can change ur future today and thats the only thing worth focusing on. live and learn. i believe ive become a better person all together. i feel a whole lot better with my life right now. thank god for my friends and family who have shown me support and helped me when things weren't looking too good. i feel like my life has made a turn around. and for once in a long ass time i am feeling happy about everything. im lowkey excited for my future. my pops always tells me stay strong. at first it didn't mean much to me... but now those are the most motivating words to me. no matter what u go thru stay strong.. it will get better. and im finally startin to see things work out. finally taking my time out to enjoy everything and the people around me. this song also gave me the urge to start making songs. im gettin closer and closer to just doin it hahaha imma procrastinator but imma shake that habit. i love how music provokes emotion and thought. how a simple 2 minute song can take u ona journey thru ur mind. its crazy. i want to be able to do that for others one day. its gonna happen watch!